chainwoman

Yeah, that's pretty much what will probably happen here... It's not like I'm that close to that side of the family. They don't know much about me. And the more I explore other cultures and religions I feel like I lose more and more of my heritage... It's really weird... I remember as a kid feeling like I fit in, but now I don't feel that way... The only reason I went this year is because my grandmother was upset when I declined and I realized that I don't have eternity with my grandmother. So, in ten years, I have a feeling my grandmother will not be here and if that is the case I am not going to the next family reunion...