I'm losing it....

[chainwoman]

Turns out this entry is a bit longer than I expected so I'm cutting it...

Fell asleep last night watching Matthew McConaughey. *sigh* I've been in a weird mood now that I've had some time to rest... Well, not really, but my usual amount of resting time...

Anyhow, last night I couldn't help but want to see Jeremiah. I just really felt like cuddeling up with him and crying. It's funny. I realize I go to certain friends when I need certain things... I know that sounds very using, but I don't mean it that way. I love all of my friends and would be there for them in a heartbeat, but depending on what kind of support I need is what determines who I go to. Jeremiah has always been that person who is always there, even when he seems to not be there. He is silent and listens soo well. And he understands that deep part of me that likes to hide occassionally. I miss him soo much.

Visiting him in Chicago only made me miss him more and that's why I'm happy I was only there three days. Because I found myself actually contemplating moving to that frickin' cold city so that I could see him more often.

Granted as soon as I was back here with the majority of my friends I didn't feel the need to leave any more... However, now I'm really missing him again and I can't just keep spontaneously leaving for Chicago every four months... Well, I could... And probably would if I had the vacation time at work... Blah, work can really suck some times.

Speaking of work, I got a call today from a debtor that sounded soo much like Bob that it spooked me out to the point that I couldn't talk to the guy. It turns out it wasn't Bob and I did think it weird that Bob would be in debt to anyone. So, I'm not living that one down here. Oh well, back to the bump and grind...

Comments

[kcwitch.livejournal.com]

that wasn't very long. i've seen longer responses from diermuid :)

[diermuid.livejournal.com]

I have replied to one-line comments with bigger things. But then that is me.

[chainwoman.livejournal.com]

LoL Well, I've written longer entries, but when I was saying it was long I was meaning long enough to get a cut tag... That way I don't take over someone's whole friend list.

[kcwitch.livejournal.com]

yeah, i know what you mean. i actually made a response in someone else's journal that was so long that i had to cut it down to two different reponses.