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You Are A Insatiable Bitch!

You reek of sex. Married men, old men, and young men...

You don't discriminate - as long as they get you off.

You'll seduce anyone, from gay guys to your friends' boyfriends.

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You know, I would never take a friend's boyfriend... Sigh, I'm not sure why I take these things...

Anyhow, today has been one hella of an exhausting day. My body is just aching all over and I just need to crawl into bed, but I felt the need to write before I do that. Where to start....

Well, today is mothers day. So, I over slept. Quickly got up gathered all that I needed for ritual and began making calls for Ti leaves. It was soo reassuring when the guy at House of Hezikiah knew what I was talking about. *sigh* Gave up though and decided to just go get some banana leaves....

I then impatiently paced back and forth outside of the bathroom waiting for my brother so that I could shower. Urgh. I was annoyed to say the least. He caused me to fall approximately twenty minutes behind schedule. URrrrr!

Showered and ran out of the door to the grocery store. In between all of this and before leaving I bitched at my mother quite a bit. (oops. happy mother's day, i'm sure you're wishing you never had kids.) So, I ran to the grocery store, bought a mothers day card, canned items for harvesters, and ******* (censored).

Sped to Olive Garden for mother's day lunch. My brother was completely unthrilled with his food and our waitress and felt the need to grumble about it. My mind was on ritual and how to get to city market. Drank three glasses of sangria, realized I was tipsy as fuck, and sped off to the city market, while praying that I was driving safely and that I would not be too tired for ritual.

Bought banana leaves and realized that I had somehow made up time and would be to church at 2:45pm. A good time... So, I thought... Got to church, had time to set up, lay down, rehearse, and meet new people.

However, right as ritual was about to start Kristen came up and said she was leaving, with no explanation. I was like, okay... (Kristen is a friend of mine who just started coming to Gaia)

Ritual went as well as it could for as much preparedness as we had. We did a trance, which I was not too thrilled with, but it was not my ritual. It really disappointed me when the president of the UUA came in after speaking and all he got to see was the trance. Hrmpf. Also, some guy fell asleep during the trance, which is okay, but then proceeded to snore loudly. Which eventually led to everyone giggeling quitely.

Anyhow, I got a lot of the ritual stuff off my chest at Fuddruckers with

kcwitch, Jacki, and Terry. However, after ritual, Kristen returned to tell me that she had freaked out and left because her ex-husband, Craig, had showed up. Now this may be wrong of me, but I didn't believe her at first. So, I went and asked Linda if this was true. Linda informed me that it was true and that Kristen really needs to learn how to deal with Craig and blah, blah, blah...

I didn't know exactly how to express how I felt about this whole situation, but I knew I had something to say. It wasn't until Fudruckers that I realized that I was a bit disappointed in both Linda and John. I mean they are usually very wise and I do tend to listen and agree with most they say. And I don't disagree with Linda's statement that Kristen needs to learn how to deal with Craig. Nor am I saying it was an unwise statement. I am simply saying that Linda needs to trade places with Kristen on this one. Perhaps, she doesn't realize this because she hasn't really gotten a chance to talk with Kristen in a while. However, it was wrong of her to compare Kristen's ex with her ex. Why? Because from what I understand Linda and her ex knew that they were going to get divorced some time before they actually did. The splitting of the assets was done fairly and as far as I know her ex did what the divorce decree declared. Now, Linda does know that Craig has done none of this and has even talked down on him for that. So, how can she say it is the same and that Kristen should do like her? I realize that Craig left Kristen approximately a year a half ago, however, the divorce finalization just happened. Along with Craig defaulting on all he was suppose to pay and then filing bankruptcy. So, in that regards, where has Kristen had a chance to heal? I invited Kristen to Gaia to give her that chance. I know they knew this, because last weekend John chatted away about how Gaia was great for that and that Kristen should feel safe there because it is someplace that Craig nor the girl he left her for (Debbie) would be there. ARGH! I'm soo frustrated with them. I'm also upset that this happened at Gaia in front of everyone...

So, dinner was nice and I came home with the intent of checking e-mail and live journaling with mellow music and candles. However, then I get into my 54 e-mails... I find myself annoyed as I see that Kitty was online e-mailing us information this morning on what time to get to the church and what not. Could she not have picked up the phone and called? Less than 24hour notice deserves a call. I mean it was mothers day and I assume most of us try to get non-church stuff done in the morning...

Perhaps, I'm just tired and need to go to bed. I start the new job tomorrow. Hope all goes well. Hope I can wake up for it. LoL

Good night to all you late night readers.

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Yeah...I have know Craig and Kiersten for years. Since before they started dating I think. And I have to stand with you on that one. Poor Kiersten. I should let my friends drag me out to Gaia one of these days for the Sunday thing.

:-) You should come out. I will be assisting and doing the next eleven weeks of rituals. :-) I won't drag you though. Simply nudge you and promise that you'll have fun. :-)

So this dude came to Gaia just to screw it up for her? What a hopeless prick. I realize he may have just wanted to see her, but he ran away and played the uber-irresponsible pud. There is no making up for that, and she was right to stay away from the fuqqer.

I probably wouldn't be so bitter if I didn't stick with my mate through the thick & thin... but all it really takes is a little impulse control. One bad argument does not undo the suceessful years we have had.

No, from what I was told he came because John, Michael, and Linda had been talking to him about how great it is. Sorry I didn't make this clearer. I need to stop writing in my journal. ;-) I write huge long entries and they're not even very detailed...

I admire you for being the kind of guy you are Matthew and wish that there were more men out there like you.

i think it was pretty shitty of him to show up and freak her out only to leave shortly after she did. i think he did that on purpose. i mean she had already left so why should he have left then? if i had known it was going on i would have talked her into sticking around even if it meant spending time down in kidspace. sounds like her ex is much like my ex. total jerk through and through!

:-) Aren't most men? *dodges all the angry men on lj* Sigh, alas, I'm not sure that sticking somebody like that with the kids would have been beneficial. Had I not been part of the ritual team doing the ritual that day I would have gone outside and talked with her, but it's just like an asshole to show up at the wrong time and fuck everything up...

no, i am not saying stick her with kids. she just happened to enjoy being there the last time. i just meant to keep her there long enough to see that he had left.

Ah, not sure it would work, but who knows anymore. Oh well, I'm hoping he won't come back, at least for a while. And I'm hoping I can get her back this weekend.

yeah, i hope she comes back this weekend. i am not going to be there. i'll be in st. louis.

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